A time to mourn.

I didn't cry when we left Fort Wayne. I didn't have to. The person who I was going to miss the most was coming to visit me in Kansas. I knew that I only had a few short weeks to go before I would see her again. It made it seem like we were just vacationing away from there. 

Lynne came to visit us on Saturday and today she left. Today I cried. Today it really felt like I had left Fort Wayne...or more that Fort Wayne had left me. 

I knew that Lynne couldn't stay forever, and I knew that I would hate it when she left. But knowing you are going to hate something doesn't make it any easier. 

I'll start my countdown to May. That is when I will find out what life has in store for me. That is when I'll find out where Ben will receive his call. And....that is when I'll get to see Lynne again.